relief.

It's off my chest.... I have almost said everything I wanted to say.... Well not really. But the agnst of not being heard is gone. Now its the wait.... wondering about a response. But its not as, I dont know, harsh as before. I can live with wondering... I can still have fun and occasionally ponder.



Reality:
I'm cooking pasta for Kelly. Nothing super fancy. Just a quick cheap fix before we head out into the rain for some laughter at the local watering hole.

xoxoaps

early morning before slumber.

Late night rambles and dried tears slip away.
Pandora enters and entertains.
Will that visitor arrive so late in the night to tuck me in?
A day passes that tickled my fancy in the ways of loved ones some from the lost then found bin....
I think I am slipping away into the land of slumber....

xoxoamandapagestephens

pictures and wise qoutes.

Me on Joy from Jackson's perspective

Art show at Bar None.

Nic and Matt being scary at Tortilla West for the Halloween party invite....

Kelly and Jackson at the barn

me and Emma at Tortilla West

cool southern qoutes
* Words that soak into your ears are whispered...not yelled.

*Forgive your enemies. It messes up their heads.

* Every path has a few puddles.

* When you wallow with pigs, expect to get dirty.

* Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.

* If you find yourself in a hole, the first thing to do is stop diggin'.

* Always drink upstream from the herd.

* Good judgment comes from experience, and a lotta that comes from bad judgment.

* Lettin' the cat outta the bag is a whole lot easier than puttin' it back in.

* If you get to thinkin' you're a person of some influence, try orderin' somebody else's dog around.

* Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply....

SO

I guess I am off to see Joy....

xoaps

A Renewal....

Ok. So I am restoring my blog. It's been three years since I have posted anything. A quick little update. Wow where to begin...
A year ago, Sean and I broke up. My life finally began again. I didn't realize how unhappy I was until he was in my past. It's kinda funny since my last blog in 2006 was a statement reflecting how happy I thought I was. That was right when we moved in together. Before reality struck. Before the lies were uncovered.
So the past year I have been discovering how to have fun again. I live in a cute little apartment with a close girlfriend in ghent. I have a studio at the hermitage that I wish I could spend more time in. My horse is still kickin' butt. And my friends and family. I don't know how to thank them or where I would be without them...

A little too much fun was had on Halloween. Nic was a tree that gave me poison ivy...

Page and I after we got our hair done the day of Jamila and Patrick's wedding. It was way too early in the morning

2008 Halloween Formal. I was still re-learning how to have fun.....

more pictures to come.... I must get off this computer now. xoxo amandapagestephens

Love

I am so in love with the world. In love with Sean, my friends, my jobs, my life....

ouch

Cat bite ouch. Pour C.C. Severin. C.C. was the sweetest cat. I was feeding the poor C.C. and he was just soooo hungary he chomped down on my pointer finger. I eventually went to the docor. This was only after C.C.'s health went south and was put to sleep. VERY SAD!!!

Strange night

They put make up on me then dragged me out in public. I didn't mind too much but it was a different kind of night at the New Blemont. It was a night of Substance...